Throttled
You ever experienced being choked? Well, not literally, at least. See, I have this suitor. I consider him a suitor now. We exchange "iloveyou's" because why wouldn't we? I mean he says he's in love with me and I guess I am too. But you see, sometimes, parang nacoconfuse pa rin ako. Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa akin. Palagi kong hindi naiintindihan ang sarili ko. There comes to a point na parang wala na akong mafeel towards sa kanya pero after ng ilang days na pagmumuni-muni eh mapagtatanto kong, hindi ko kayang wala siya. Sht this is so corny. Pero one thing talaga is parang he controls me. Again, not literally or totally but sort of. He has my FB password and I have his too but he opens mine more often than I open his. One thing I hate is that he reads my conversations with the people around me. Syempre maraming nagchachat sa akin, especially boys. And he gets jealous so we've had an agreement: he'll avoid girls and I'll avoid boys. That's pr