Love, A

6:30 PM, Dec. 23rd Quite a day well spent with my girls. HAHAHA! From Boni Cafe to Calle Crisologo to National Bookstore to Gibi to Penshoppe to Broadway Gems to Rusty Lopez then up to Plaza Maestro then down again then Oxygen to Samsung to Mart One to Globe to front of Capitol to front of NBS to Coffee Break to front of NBS (again) to Old Provincial Jail-turned-Museum to BDO to front of McDonald's to Jollibee. HAHAHA! Ang layo ng nilakad namin. But it was so great. I loved being with them. :)

11:11 AM, Dec. 21st She deserves it! I know she does. Total package, Ms. Philippines. The beauty and the brains. She's got it all. Congratulations to Pia Alonzo Wurtzbach, Ms. Universe 2015! I feel sorry for Ms. Colombia, tho. It was the host's mistake. He said so himself. He's quite brave for admitting it on National TV. At least she's 1st Runner Up.

5:43 PM, 15th of November I am so fucked up! Yeah. That's true. Kasi naman eh! Bakit ba gusto kita kahit na may gusto akong iba? I don't know. I'm getting more confused each day. Oh crap. Please help me.

7:57 PM, 14th of November Umaandar na naman ang kabaliwan ko. XD I'm attaching the pictures I'm currently using as my home and lock screen wallpapers. I'm pretty sure matatawa kayo.

11:04 PM, 2nd of November Nag-GM siya kanina. He said gusto na daw niya pero di niya magawa. I was wondering kung ano ang tinutukoy niya. Was he thinking of kinda like leaving me for good? I mean, I know I sort of like pinagtabuyan siya this sembreak. Not literally. I just ignore him, well, I ignored everyone. This is what I hate about myself eh. Pag andiyan, tinetake for granted ko. Pag nagbabadya nang umalis, saka ko pakikiusapang magstay. Pag wala na talaga, saka magsisisi. Pag pabalik na, iignore'in ko. Pag andiyan na naman, okay na naman. Oh screw me.

10:28 PM, 28th of October It's National I Love You Day! To whoever can read this, I love you! :* Well, I received a lot of Iloveyou's today and I can't say, 'I love you too,' because I've got no load. Really. Hahaha! But saying you love someone doesn't need to have an exact day. You say you love them in any day you want not just this national ILY day. Again, I Love You! :*

9:28 PM, 27th of October Pang-ilan ko na to ngayong gabi? Grabe! Hindi ko kasi talaga mapigilan yung sarili ko. OMG! Super kilig na kilig kasi talaga ako kay Clark. Huhuhu. Nakakaewan lang kasi magkasunod ang PSY at OTWOL tapos si Clark. Ano ba yan. Inis kasi ako kay BB kanina sa PSY pero bawing-bawi naman ako kay Clark at Leah dito ngayon sa OTWOL. Mayghaaaad! Huhuhu. KINIKILIG AKO! 

8:46 PM, 27th of October Tawang-tawa talaga ako sa HT ng PSY ngayong gabi. I can't help it. Ahas talaga?! As in ahas. Hahaha! It's obviously Bea Bianca. She's so cheap. Wait, I'm pertaining to the role not the one who's portraying the role, okay? Baka hindi tayo magkaintindihan dito eh. It's clear naman kasi na Angelo loves Yna and that pinagtatabuyan na niya si BB pero sadyang haliparot lang talaga itong babaitang ito at hindi marunong makiramdam. Jusko!  Buhay nga naman. Hindi talaga nawawalan ng mga ahas. Nagkalat!

8:26 PM, 27th of October Lilinawin ko lang. Hindi ako BaiLona fan. HAHAHAHA! I just find them so cute together. Well, the mere fact that they're both younger than me is quite shocking. Or not? Maybe. Anyway, I'm a year older than those two. Why am I even saying this? Ugh. It's useless. Pero seryoso. Ang cute talaga nila together. Ang cute magselos ni Bailey. And Ylona. She's so beautiful. And talented pa. Ang ganda ng voice niya. It's so soothing. Kinikilig ako sa kanila kagabi and kanina. Basta! Pero solid KathNiel pa rin ako. Hahahaha! 

8:28 AM, 18th of October Ginusto ko to eh. Pero bakit parang pinagsisisihan ko? Ano ba yan. Lagi na lang akong nacoconfuse. Lagi na lang kasi akong nagpapadalos-dalos sa mga desisyon ko. Wala man lang akong isang salita. Sabi ko sa kanya, he's worth the risk. Pero bakit ngayon taliwas na itong nararamdaman ko sa mga pinaggagagawa kong desisyon? Nadala lang ba ako sa konsensiya at pressure? Noon, hindi. Pero ngayon, parang oo na. Hindi ko lang niloloko ang sarili ko kundi halos lahat ng tao sa paligid ko. What to do?

6:55 PM, 13th of October Now you got an idea how hard my situation is. I'm an SSC student–Special Science Class. Grabe! Ang hirap. Pero ikatlong taon ko na 'to, ngayon pa ba ako susuko? Of course not! Nakaya ko nga nang higit sa dalawang taon, kakayanin ko tong natitirang higit isang taon pa. Kaso minsan, nakakapagod na talaga–physically, metally and emotionally. Parang ngayon, ang dami kong ihahabol dahil sa pagpunta namin sa THNHS for the Sci Quest. Buti na lang at karamihan sa mga teachers namin ay considerate. Haay! Sana lang at mataas ang makuha ko sa apat na quizzes namin bukas. Okay. Got to go. Magrereview pa ako.

17th September 2015 she didn't know what to do. she's confused and all yet she still manages a smile. she's dying inside yet she still acts as if there's nothing wrong. the pieces were broken yet she picks them up and tries to glue them together even if it hurts her. she fell in love. but she broke his heart. however, she remained in love. she was too immature that she tore him to pieces. but it was too late when she realized her mistake. she cried. she never cried for a guy before. it's only him. she keeps her feelings to herself. she doesn't show them to anyone else–even to her best friend. she wears a mask everyday and pretends that everything is okay.

This post is for youngsters who are new to the dating world–or whatever you want to call it. We were too busy copying our lesson on ICT when our teacher suddenly spoke. He said, "Marriage doesn't make you happy. You make your marriage happy." Well, we were sort of taken aback for marriage really has no connection with our topic. Just then, he started talking on things that a couple should do to keep their relationship stronger. I never really heard and taken down all of it but a few important ones remained on my mind. Here are those: • Love each other. • Trust each other. • Don't keep secrets from one another. • Forgive and forget. • Don't ever talk about breaking up. • If you have a fight or misunderstanding, don't let a day pass without resolving it. • Learn to lower your PRIDE. • Don't be the perfect one. Be the right one.

I'm posting this because I want to say hi to Tala and Thea. 😂 Thank you for reading my blog and for bugging me on that particular post which you find intriguing. XD Loveyou both kahit na ganiyan kayo. Hahaha! Stay being DYOSA. 😘

Here naman are stories na random lang but I swear these are so great and I can't get them out of my mind. 'Yung iba dito, related sa mafia whilst 'yung iba, detective. May mga fiction din if you, guys, are Potterheads. YanaJin -My Husband is a Mafia Boss -My Husband is a Mafia Boss (Season 2) -My Husband is a Mafia Boss (Season 3) Sielalstreim -Montello High: School of Gangsters -Snow White is a Gangster purpleyhan -Tantei High -Seventh Sense -Oh My Ice Goddess -Science of Spying -Truce -Hidden april_avery -Charm Academy owwsic (Please double check this one, I'm not so sure if this is his right username) -Jenny and the Magic Arinola -Ang Mahiwagang Bra ni Lola -Diary ng Hindi Malandi (Slight Lang!) -Diary ng Hindi Malandi (Slight Lang!) 2 -Diary ng Hindi Malandi (Peksman!) Marami pang mga stories ang magaganda na naglipana sa Wattpad at iilan lang tong mga to. Anyway, thanks for reading! 😘

Last time, I had a list of stories that'll make you fall in love. Ngayon naman, I'll give you stories that'll creep you to death—of course I'm exaggerating. Okay. So these stories have a genre of horror. Mga patayan 'to and other creepy things. I don't know pero pag bored ako, I also read this kind of stories kahit na super matatakutin ako. Kuya_Soju -School Trip 1 -School Trip 2 -School Trip X3M -School Trip 4 risingservant -Alphabet of Death -ABaKaDa charotera101 -Class 3-C Has A Secret -Class 3-C Has A Secret 2 Onneechan -Special Section -Special Section 2 serialsleeper -Slaughter High -Slaughter High 2: Terror Never Dies

Okay, apart from being too stressed with my love life, I spend most of my time reading random books on Wattpad. Here is a list of the stories I've loved and also their authors. You'll notice that most of these are KN fanfics and that they have prequels and sequels. akosilenpot -Loving You For No Reason -The Reason is You -You Heal Me -My Journey of Love Starts With a Deal (Suddenly It's Magic) -My Heart Says "It's You" (Book 1) -My Heart Says "It's You" (Book 2) drunktyping_ -Kiss Stealer (Book 1) -One More Kiss (Book 2) whenitcomestolove -Hundred Days With You (Book 1) -Forever and a Day With You (Book 2) -A Night With You (Book 3) -Limelight (Sequel) iDangs -Teen Clash (Boys vs. Girls) -Battle Between Heart and Mind  -The Trouble With The Rule NerdyIrel -Stuck in the Moment -Stuck Forever With You -Stuck in the Past -Starstruck -I'm His Tutor This is it for now. I'll have more on my next post soon.

Filipino pride, El Gamma Penumbra bagged the title of first ever Asia's Got Talent, May 14. The shadow play group was from Tanawan, Batangas and one of the four Filipino acts in AGT. They first joined Pilipinas Got Talent but was only second place so they decided to take it on a higher level and so they joined AGT. During their audition, Indonesian singer and one of the AGT judges, Anggun, pressed her golden button, automatically sending the group to the semi-finals. They continued to awe both viewers and judges with their touching performance on Mother Earth during the competition's grand finals. Thus, winning over hearts of viewers and making them first ever Asia's Got Talent Grand Winner. Their total prize is $100,000 which is equivalent to 4.4 million pesos.

Awts! So cute Danilo! Ang gwapo mk pa rin. Unang-una sa lahat, Happy Birthday! OMG! Hindi ako makapaniwala! Bente ka na?! You're not a teen anymore. But you know what? No matter what happens, you're still our KING! I'm really so proud that I belonged in this fandom. And I am very proud kasi hindi ako nagkamali ng sinuportahan at kayo yon ni Kath. It's been a few years since I started collecting you merchs and I won't stop! I promise! BYAHENG FOREVER kayo ni Kath diba? At dahil dun, kasali na kaming mga KathNiels! May He continue to shower you with countless blessing and that you may not forget to thank Him for all of it. Stay humble. Be who you really are. Stay what you are. WELOVEYOUSOMUCH! 😘 #DJP20 Your forever fan, Aicee J 💙

The number one problem in this country is TRAFFIC! Yeah. And I'm freaking serious. Kahit sa provinces sobra na po ang traffic. Encountered one just this night and I must say it's a major turn off for tourists wishing to linger in the wondrous paths of our beloved fatherland. The government had to act. But first, proper discipline must be imposed on us, the citizens. Based from what I had seen, there were a lot of irresponsible people na isinisiksik na lang basta-basta iyong mga sasakyan nila para lang mabilis na makarating sa pupuntahan nila. But little did they know that what they're doing literally affects the other motorists who were responsible enough to follow rules. Nevertheless, Philippines is still a must-see place. 👍

It's March 26 and my co-fangirls would know why is it that this day is important.  Today it the birthday of our one and only Teen Queen, Kathryn Bernardo. Happy Birthday, Kath! I know you wouldn't be able to read this but, hey! I'm just trying. And besides, I wanted to wrote down my message for you. Okay, so here it goes. :) Isa lang akong hamak na tagahanga. I am never special. Ano mang gawin ko, in the end, I will just be another girl screaming with the crowd. But I had to try, wouldn't I? I have to try every way I know to deliver my message to my idols. I've been a KN fan for almost 3 years now. I am an official member of the KaDreamers World and also KathNiel Unites. Both were official fansclub of your loveteam. Well, I just wanted to tell you that I love you so much, both Kathryn and Daniel. I never really got a chance to see you in flesh but I really hope it would be soon. Yours truly, Aicee J

The episode of MMK yesterday struck me. This is because me, myself, is a fangirl. Well, this episode, I am very sure, maraming naka-relate na fans dito. You see, sometimes, we tend to devote ourselves to our idols and make them, like, the center of our lives which I think is inappropriate. What I'm pionting out is that we make them the protagonist in our own stories in which we should have been in that position. We devote ourselves fully to them that we tend to forget our own dreams. Fangirling is not bad as long as you only keep your idols as your inspirations and not the center of your lives. Make them your inspirations to attain and achieve your dreams. Balance your time between studying and fangirling. Who knows, you might end up as a worker in ABS-CBN when you're done in college and be up close and personal with your idols?

Wagas nga ammomi Isangsangkamaysatayo nga ispalen Saan a nasayaat a banag iti uneg Eskwelaantayo Linteg ken pagsayaatan Yetnagmi kadakayo.

Every child's dream is to have a complete family. But what if, one day, this dream was taken away from you? What if, one day, you wake up you don't have your father by your side anymore? Have you ever wondered what it's like living without a father? You may not know but me? I've lived 13 years without him. And I loathe him for letting this happen to me. I was only a little girl that time. Of course, what do I know? I only care about my Barbie dolls and teddy bears. I never knew the reason why my parents kept yelling at each other. I was clueless of what was happening around me. But then, I thought everything was alright because whenever they showed in front of me, they look so in love. They look like some teenagers who were madly deeply in love with each other. They showed up and smiled like nothing is happening. However, I was wrong. They have only been pretending to look okay so that they won't affect me. They pretended to be okay for my sake. But I guess, it neve